词:张梦雨
曲:张梦雨
My rationality slid in the mudslide
As soon as the thought
of 'it's time to wake up' appeared
it was swept away by the illusion of 'what if'.
I split into two people: one living a normal life
and the other falling endlessly in the dark
During the day
I play the first role, and at night
I am devoured by the second one.
I began to believe in mysticism
tarot, astrology
any superstition that could give me a lie of 'you will meet again
Contempt oneself when sober
kneel down and seek a glimmer of hope when collapsed.
My memory is like a broken surveillance video
repeatedly playing the most hurtful moments to me
I was forced to be the only audience at my execution ground.
I even had hallucinations -in the wind
in the crowd noise
I always felt like you were calling me
Turning back, there is only a deeper void