Leave The Heavy Room - SOL ARIA
词:Zhong Junxian
曲:Zhong Junxian
Leave
the heavy room
That room knew every version
of me trying to be fine
It kept the words I swallowed
and the tears I left behind
The walls were not the problem
but they learned too much of me
I cannot keep on breathing
where I forgot how to leave
I touch the handle
I hear my name
from somewhere outside
calling through the rain
One small exit
one deep breath
I am not staying
where I lose myself
I leave the heavy room
I do not take it with me
I leave the heavy room
and let the night forgive me
I was not made to live
under every old feeling
I leave the heavy room
and walk where the air can reach me
There are places in your own life
that can hold you like a weight
You do not notice how they keep you
until you step away
I am not burning down the memory
I am not calling it all wrong
I am only done confusing
being loyal with holding on
I touch the handle
I hear my name
from somewhere outside
calling through the rain
One small exit
one deep breath
I am not staying
where I lose myself
I leave the heavy room
I do not take it with me
I leave the heavy room
and let the night forgive me
I was not made to live
under every old feeling
I leave the heavy room
and walk where the air can reach me
Maybe healing starts
with closing one door
and not explaining
why you need more
I leave the heavy room
I do not take it with me
I leave the heavy room
and let the night forgive me
I was not made to live
under every old feeling
I leave the heavy room
and walk where the air can reach me
Leave
the heavy room