I wrote this poem for you...
Hurry, read it!
I'm trying my best to calm down
Every time I open up my mouth.
But the thing that drives me insane
Is your kindness, you over excite me
I want to get under your skin
(I want to crawl inside it~)
"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean-"
I'm fine- anyway, here's your pen
Blinking eyes, crying
Aching heart, bleeding
Don't get too hung up on her it's useless
Don't play with her, the brat is pointless
Shrinking violet. Blood is pumpin'.
From my heart. It bleeds for you.
Knives are cutting. Through the tension.
My heart pounds. Unhappy truths.
Time stops. To stare into your eyes.
I won't be ghosted. Under the light.
The gears keep grinding. Inside my mind.
The clock keeps ticking. Am I dead, alive?
Am I even breathing?
My obsession for you has grown
I'm afraid I can't leave you alone
(wait, what?)
Sorry, I didn't mean to-
(please don't go)
Tea, Racoons, poems, blood moons
The smell of jasmine fills the room
We could read together if you want to
Blood smeared on paper
Can't stop thinking about you
Shrinking violet. Blood is pumpin'.
From my heart. It bleeds for you.
Knives are cutting. Through the tension.
My heart pounds. Unhappy truths.
Time stops. To stare into your eyes.
I won't be ghosted. Under the light.
The gears keep grinding. Inside my mind.
The clock keeps ticking. Am I dead, alive?
Am I even breathing?
Breathless blood, shrinking for you.
Tension the clocks, ghosted am I?
Through inside alive, my heart cutting.
Time pounds, knives happy truths.
Under eyes, whispers unraveling.
Dead to stare, ticking stops.
Am I gears grinding, even?
Cuts light, moments alive.
(Everybody breathes.)