Hard to Swallow
作词:陈弈
作曲:陈弈
制作人:陈弈
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Midnight, talkin' to my ceiling
你睡得很香我却还在 self-healing
It's been months, but I still see it
你的背影 像个未删的剪影
I've been grindin', tryna fix this mess
你说冷静是最好的解压方式
But how come I'm the only one confessin'
你却只回"别太敏感"那几句台词
I stayed up, you stayed out
等你回的讯息 都被晚风吹掉
You blame me for "thinkin' too loud"
But silence ain't love, baby, it's a countdown
It's hard to swallow
这段爱像过期的烈酒 苦到喉咙
你说"再等等" 可我早就空了手
I gave you everything
但你只给我借口
Still stuck in your echo
And I'm the only one that knows
你说我太 drama
可你删掉的聊天记录我都存着
那些深夜 call me 的语气
隔着酒精我都听得出你眼泪藏着秘密
Now I'm numb, but not okay
笑着喝着 可是心里像崩坏
你更新动态配着 sunset
我写了首歌 却没人愿意 download
Who was I tryna save when we both knew we sinkin'?
你说别那么 serious, 可我是真的用心听的
That night on the rooftop, you said you'd never leave
Now I'm talkin' to the stars, guess I'm the one naive
It's hard to swallow
像你没说的那些话都堵在胸口
I burned a bridge but kept the photos
回忆太清晰 所以无法 let go
It's hard to swallow
Still tryna hold on to something you let go
Still tryna hold on…