Survivor's Guilt (Explicit) - Dave
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Dave/Jorja Smith
Composed by:Dave/Jorja Smith
Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I
Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I
Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I
沉沦太深难自持 明知徒劳仍执迷
Fall too far to be wise and I know that I try but I
沉沦太深难自持 明知徒劳仍执迷
Look
看啊
Look let me show you behind the scene
让我带你看看幕后真相
Behind the glitz and the glamour and all the lights you see
褪去浮华璀璨 卸下耀眼灯光
Behind the rumours on the life I lead
抛开流言蜚语 关于我的生活
Let me talk to the people like it's the mic in me
让我对着人群 倾诉心底声音
The truth is I got really bad anxiety
其实我一直 深陷焦虑折磨
I'm on the motorway cryin' in the driver's seat
我独自在高速路上哭泣 坐在驾驶座里
I don't even know where I'm goin'
甚至不知该驶向何方
I got love but I don't know how to show it is this life
满怀爱意却不知如何表达 这就是人生吗
When you feel like givin' up know you're close
当你想要放弃时 其实已接近曙光
I been sayin' the least and knowin' the most
我言语寡淡却心知肚明
I've had ups and downs but the highest of the highs
历经沉浮起落 但巅峰的欢愉
Never last for as long as the lowest of lows
永远不及低谷漫长
Survivor's guilt
幸存者的负罪感
I feel the worst at my happiest
最快乐的时刻我却最感伤
'Cause I miss all my n***as
只因怀念那些逝去的兄弟
That couldn't be in this life I built
他们无法见证我筑就的天地
But that's the type of s**t that only I can feel
这般痛楚唯有我能体会
Gettin' me in the mood
情绪逐渐将我吞噬
My exes got ivory skin
前任们有着象牙般的肌肤
Which is funny 'cause it's really the elephant in the room
讽刺的是这恰似房间里的大象
Is that enough reason to bury me in a tomb
这理由是否足够将我埋葬
I fell in love with an Albanian I know it's mad
我曾爱上一位阿尔巴尼亚姑娘 这很疯狂
We're not together 'cause her family would hold us back
我们无法相守 因她的家族会成为阻碍
I saw the red flags I wouldn't want my child to grow in that
我看到了危险信号 不愿让孩子在那样的环境中成长
Rum and Red Bull it's a culture clash
朗姆酒混红牛 这是文化的碰撞
F**kin' hell
该死的现实
I don't wanna let life tear us apart
我不愿让生活将我们拆散
I see the Internet gossip and it wears on my heart
网络流言蜚语 刺痛我的心房
I f**k with her she was there from the start
我与她共度风雨 她始终伴我身旁
I'm seein' them laugh at me cah I'm vulnerable
他们嘲笑我的脆弱 让我无所适从
Ain't that the s**t that rappers' supposed to do
这不正是说唱歌手该承受的嘲讽
I'd rather rap about arguin'
我宁愿写些情侣争执的韵脚
With my girl than f**kin' your girl
也不愿炫耀那些风流韵事
But I don't mind because the both are true
但我不介意 因为两者都是真实
Ignorin' my messages these times I know she on her
她已读不回的消息 我知道她正陷入
Worst part is I wouldn't even do the same
最讽刺的是 我绝不会以同样方式对她
Hate it or love it you gotta charge it to the game
无论爱恨 这都是命运的安排
Gotta charge it to the
只能归咎于命运
Heavy is the head but don't play with my heart
王冠沉重 但别玩弄我的真心
I feel like a footballer when I'm makin' my art
创作时我像足球运动员般专注
Through ball how I'm managin' the weight of the past
精准长传般处理往事的重压
I felt so much pain that I got favorite scars
伤痕累累 最深的痛已成勋章
And my house got wings like my favorite cars
我的宅邸如爱车般展翅翱翔
And the milly rock my favorite dance
纵情摇摆 这是我最爱的舞步
You can call it what you want it
But I got it off of takin' a chance
但我的一切都来自冒险
I didn't take an advance
我从未预支过未来
Fame comes with a price you can't pay in advance
盛名的代价无法提前支付
For six long years I've been playin' my part
整整六年我都在扮演角色
Like a freak in a circus when they're makin' them dance
就像马戏团里被迫跳舞的怪胎
I got nights where it's light
有些夜晚亮如白昼
And I got days where it's dark
也有些白天暗如黑夜
And the waters that I swim in it ain't safe for the sharks
我游弋的水域 连鲨鱼都难以生存
He a gangster but the stress gonna take him apart
他是狠角色 但压力终将把他撕裂
I'm with the n***as that I claimed from the start
始终与最初认定的兄弟并肩
I see you n***as changin' they didn't make it
看着你们变节 终究难成气候
It's a shame it takes fallin' to your death
可悲的是 总要坠入深渊
For a person to appreciate fully
人才会彻底明白
The gravity of the situation
当下处境的沉重
But that's just irony at its finest
但这恰是最极致的讽刺
Black women I just wanna say I'm sorry
黑人女性 我只想说声抱歉
I done a lot of dumb s**t I won't lie to you
我确实做过不少糊涂事 不想欺骗你
I wanna be a voice for you be a light for you
我愿成为你的声音 为你照亮前路
I know I haven't done enough I wanna try for you
自知做得远远不够 但我会继续努力
Wanna be on the frontline for you
愿为你冲锋在前
Campaign for you make change for you
为你奔走呼号 为你带来改变
I just wanna help in any way
只希望能尽绵薄之力
Bein' genuine I think about it every day
这份真诚 我时刻铭记在心
Tour life travellin' every day
巡演生活 日复一日奔波在路上
Nerves paralysing when you get to stage
登台瞬间 恐惧如潮水般袭来
You feel love for an hour and then it gets to fade
短暂的爱意绽放 转瞬即逝如烟火
Imagine what that does to your mental state
试想这般境遇 如何不侵蚀心智
Imagine bein' a millionaire at a tender age
年少成名 坐拥万贯家财
You don't even know whether to spend or save
挥霍或储蓄 竟成两难抉择
My mum had to grow up fast she expects the same
母亲早尝世态炎凉 盼我同样坚强
I was twenty with a mortgage and rent to pay
二十岁的肩膀 已扛起房贷重担
So what's happenin'
究竟发生了什么
I got gorillas all around me allow me
身边危机四伏 让我喘不过气
Don't get grabbed in a party or lackin'
派对上别被抓到 时刻保持警惕
You'll die for a wine like Joffrey Baratheon
你会为权力丧命 就像乔佛里
Pattern 'em
看透这一切
The government ain't gonna
政府根本不会
Help with all the issues that I'm tacklin'
帮我解决这些棘手难题
The way you talk about politics is bafflin'
你对政治的见解实在可笑至极
I wouldn't even trust my own shadow in a cabinet
我连橱柜里的影子都不敢相信
Cabbin' it can't drive no more
封闭的车厢再也无法前行
I been lookin' for the answers sure that I'll find 'em
我一直在寻找答案 坚信终会找到
I don't judge an accent but the story behind it
我不评判口音 只在乎背后的故事
We all know loss but there's glory behind it
我们都经历过失去 但背后藏着荣光
I'ma make a film for my mom
我要为母亲拍部电影
And tell her"Tell to the world
告诉她"向世界宣告
This album is just the soundtrack"
这张专辑只是配乐"
Look at her story in a year in her life
看她这一年的故事篇章
And tell me if it doesn't bring a f**kin' tear to your eyes
谁能不为此*潸然泪下*
In this together
我们同舟共济
I don't wanna try wishin' wouldn't have but take it over
不愿沉溺于无谓的假设 只想把握当下
I done hold them at your eyes
我曾在你眼中看见答案
So knowin' that it was for everyone
明白这一切皆为众生
I know you love fast and I know you want the same
知你渴望疾风般的爱恋
Head in the clouds my heads spinnin' up
思绪如云 天旋地转
Let the other try
让他人去尝试吧
I don't wanna try wishin' wouldn't have but take it over
不愿沉溺于无谓的假设 只想把握当下
I done hold them at your eyes
我曾在你眼中看见答案
So knowin' that it was for everyone
明白这一切皆为众生
What I realised
我终于明白
What I realised 'bout who I am
终于看清真实的自己
Is that you're kinda taught
原来你教会我的
You're taught to die for what you stand for you feel me
人们教导你为信仰赴死 你懂我意思吗
But I realise I'm here to live for what I stand for
但我醒悟 我活着本就是为了践行信仰
'Cause I wanna see it bro I wanna enjoy it bro
因为我想见证这一切 兄弟 我想享受这一切 兄弟
I wanna see what I feel like I am you know what I'm sayin'
我想看清真实的自己 你明白我在说什么
Out there while I'm here and that's that bro
外界纷扰与我无关 仅此而已 兄弟
But yeah link up my guy you know how it is
不过老友相聚 你懂的 就像往常那样