The room is loud the colors bloom too bright
I’m standing here in shades of black and white
I watch the laughter floating through the air
A heavy silence is the coat I wear
I open up to say that I’m in pain
But close my eyes and lock it in again
You see a spectrum I can never find
A painted picture living in your mind
I nod along and say that I am fine
While walking on this fragile broken line
Your voice is offering a place to stay
To chase the shadows of the doubt away
But I am trapped behind a wall of gray
Fading out fading in
Where does the lie begin
Losing touch losing track
Everything is fading back
I wear the smile just like a second skin
To hide the chaos that is deep within
I’m jealous of the way you breathe so free
While gravity is pulling down on me
I open up to say that I’m in pain
But close my eyes and lock it in again
You see a spectrum I can never find
A painted picture living in your mind
I nod along and say that I am fine
While walking on this fragile broken line
Your voice is offering a place to stay
To chase the shadows of the doubt away
But I am trapped behind a wall of gray
Fading out fading in
Where does the lie begin
Losing touch losing track
Everything is fading back
You see a spectrum I can never find
A painted picture living in your mind
I nod along and say that I am fine
While walking on this fragile broken line
Your voice is offering a place to stay
To chase the shadows of the doubt away
But I am trapped behind a wall of gray
Fading out fading in
Where does the lie begin
Losing touch losing track
Everything is fading back