You rearrange the words I said
Plant your version in my head
I know exactly what you do
But Girl, I almost believed you
Every silence filled with doubt
You knew exactly how to shut me out
Not gonna lose myself this time
I see the pattern, read between the lines
You call it love, I call it smoke
Every promise just another joke
I’m done decoding what you mean
Good bye, I’m finally awake
You turn the room against the wall
Make me feel like nothing at all
But something shifted in my chest
I stopped competing, failed your test
Every tear you never saw me cry
Was just rehearsal for my last goodbye
Not gonna play the fool again
I know exactly where this ends
You call it love, I call it smoke
Every promise just another joke
I’m done decoding what you mean
Good bye, I’m finally awake
I used to memorize your moods
Walk on eggshells, change my attitude
But clarity hits different in the cold
Some stories aren’t meant to be retold
I don’t hate you, that’s the strangest part
Just don’t recognize you anymore
This ain’t anger, this is letting go
Some truths you only learn when you’re alone
You call it love, I call it smoke
Every promise just another joke
I’m done decoding what you mean
Good bye, I’m finally awake
Maybe I stayed too long
Maybe I knew all along
Doesn’t matter anymore
I’m walking out that door
No explanation, no goodbye
Just me reclaiming what was mine
You call it love, I call it smoke
Every promise just another joke
But I’m the one who holds the key
Wide awake and finally free
Wide awake… wide awake…
Finally free… finally free…