Like I thought we'd get married, but I guess not
曾以为我们会步入婚姻,如今看来不过是妄念
Now you can watch me hit the wall
现在,你可以亲眼看我支离破碎
Hit the wall, I just hit the wall
撞向南墙,我已彻底崩塌
I'm not a problem you can solve
我不是你能解开的难题
Weighing the cost, impossible
权衡这代价,重到无法估量
I hit the wall, I hit the wall
我撞向南墙,我彻底粉碎
I try to be violent, but I get caught
我试图释放内心的暴戾,却被当场捕获
A room full of doctors and an inkblot
满室医者,还有那晕开的墨渍
I'm drawn into headlights, have a blind spot
我被卷入刺眼的强光,陷入认知的盲区
Pull over and wait for too long
停滞在路边,等待了太久太久
I wanna be stable, but I do cave
我渴求稳固,内心却在不断坍塌
I use when I'm able, I downgrade
只要尚能自理便沉溺药剂,任由自己沉沦
I barely deserve it if you do stay
若你真的留下,我根本不配拥有
I wish you would anyway
可我仍贪婪地,祈求你留下
But I hit the wall, I just hit the wall
可我撞向了南墙,我已彻底粉碎
I'm not a problem you can solve
我不是你能解开的难题
Weighing the cost, impossible
权衡这代价,重到无法估量