It's not real
The love I knew, the smile, the laughter
The morning caresses, the sweetest touch
You completed me, you made me whole
And sane
Now I'm talking to shadows
Calling your name
The dream, the wishes
Of heaven on earth
Now I'm scared of the silence
Scared of the hurt
The fear of being lonely
Tears me apart
But the feeling of losing you
Lives in my heart
It's not real
My mind is playing tricks on me
It's not real
Just a cruel illusion, can't you see?
It's not real
I swear I still feel your arms
It's not real, not real at all
I see your face in every crowd
Hear your laugh in the wind so loud
Maybe I'm crazy, or maybe I'm cursed
To love you this deeply
Even in the worst
You were the fire
The calm in my storm
The rhythm, the reason
I could be reborn
So how could it end, just fade into black?
I keep searching for you
But you're not coming back
It's not real
I won't believe we said goodbye
It's not real
This pain must be a lie
It's not real
I'm trapped in love's recall
It's not real, not real at all
So I'll keep dreaming
Living in our past
'Cause losing you
Is a truth I can't grasp