Repentance - 116/Lecrae/Trip Lee/Andy Mineo/William Barefield/NELSON CHU
If I die tonight couldn't be nothin but transparent
如果我今晚死了 什么也没有 一切显而易见
Apparently you care for me like a parent
很显然你像父母一样很关心我
I swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shoulders
我发誓这是我度过的最寒冷的冬天
Days are long; my nights are even longer
天变长了 我的黑夜也长了
The weight so heavy on my back I can't move
我背上的重量如此重 压得我动不了了
Could somebody help me where do I turn to
谁能帮帮我在哪里歇一歇
Since I was a youngin I been gunnin
我还是个孩子的时候 我就一直在寻求帮助 我无法继续
It all alone ain't asking for help I just carry it on my own
不需要任何求助 我自己可以前行
And turnin to God was for the weak-lins'
向上帝求助是弱者的表现
I'm lookin at life through such a weak lens
我通过这样的弱镜头看着生命
I can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyes
我看不清 但是我没有哭
It's sweat pourin down from the years I done tried
这么多年只有汗从脸颊流下
To be my own savior said I'd never fail
做自己的救世主 我从来不会败
But never had the righteousness it took to save myself
但是从来没有尽过自己的义务
So this is where I turn confess believe
所以这点我坦白承认
That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need
耶稣是我需要的唯一的救世主
I repent tonight
今晚我忏悔
Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own
你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on
我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
当你看见我笑的时候 没有人在我身边
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
所以如果我离开 保证你能抓住我
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now
保证你能抓住我
There I go again fallin
我又一次在这里跌倒了
Tryin to stand on my own still I'm just crawlin
试图自己站起来 最后我只能爬着走
Tryin be the man I should be that's my callin
成为一个我应该成为的人 那一直是我的口号
But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive that stop
但是不管我怎么努力 我都前进不了
I'm one the verge of bawlin often I'm feelin like I'm hopeless
我处在煎熬的边缘 我感觉我没希望了
Feelin like I failed I'm groaning
我感觉我失败了 我在呻吟
Cause I grit my teeth and I strive each moment
因为我咬紧牙关 我力求每一刻
Tryna be strong but daily I've blown it
试图坚强起来 但每天我搞砸了
Man I don't know what's go'n happen I see
我不知道会发生什么
Some change gotta happen in me
我真的有了一些改变
I'm weak and some kinda power's lackin in me
我很虚弱 但我还有一些力量
I need grace that'd be sweet
我需要恩典 那是美好的
Is there anyone to turn to give grace and peace
有人要给予恩典和和平吗
Do I really gotta earn you
我真的可以赢得你吗
Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned through
我能被原谅吗
I wanna learn and be freed
我想要学习并得到自由
But I hear I gotta turn to believe please
但是我听到了 我得有自己的信仰
Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own
你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on
我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
当你看见我笑的时候 没有人在我身边
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
所以如果我离开 保证你能抓住我
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now
保证你能抓住我
There I go again yeah I blew it
我又一次搞砸了
Everything I don't wanna do I keep doin
我不想做的事 我却一直在做
Steadily feelin stupid instead of makin excuses
感觉那么愚蠢
I just need to face the music I need ya
我需要面对这个音乐
I lean on my own strength but it's useless
我依靠自己的力量 但是没用
Cause healing only come by them stripes and them bruises
因为伤口不会愈合
I chunk deuces and turn towards you
胜负未分 我面对你
But sometimes I turn right back to it
但是有时我却背对着你
Why do I abuse all the grace that you given me
为什么我滥用所有你给我的恩典
It's like I can't win man I still got sin in me
好像我永远赢不了 只有罪孽
And I struggle just believin you forgiven me
我努力相信你 原谅自我
Cause if I was you I would've banged out finished me
因为如果我是你 我会绊倒自己
But we're not the same mentally thank God
但是我们不一样 精神上不一样 谢谢你我的主
Your grace is amazin look where you went for me
你的恩典那么惊人 你向我奔来
On them wooden beams took responsibility
他们把责任担起
For sin that you never did to call you a friend to me
你从来没有罪
Your ways are so high but you bent your knee
你的地位如此高贵 但是你却很谦虚
I keep fallin but you call to get on my feet
我一直在堕落 但是你一直在我的脚下
Keep walkin just what you started you will complete
一直走 有始有终
Ima keep repentin til the day I leave
一直忏悔 直到我离开的那天
Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own
你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on
我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
当你看见我笑的时候 没有人在我身边
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
所以如果我离开 保证你能抓住我
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now
保证你能抓住我
Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own
你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on
我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
当你看见我笑的时候 没有人在我身边
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
所以如果我离开 保证你能抓住我
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now
保证你能抓住我