X & CUD (Explicit) - Kid Cudi/XXXTentacion

Lyrics by：John Cunningham/Scott Mescudi/Oladipo Omishore/Jean-Pierre Ponnelle/Jahseh Onfroy/Tobias Jesso

Composed by：John Cunningham/Scott Mescudi/Oladipo Omishore/Jean-Pierre Ponnelle/Jahseh Onfroy/Tobias Jesso

Produced by：Kid Cudi/Dot Da Genius/John Cunningham/Cathedral/Jean Baptiste

The pain in my heart just won't end

心中的痛苦永无止尽

The words that I find just don't seem to compare

我能找到的任何一个词都无法形容它的恐怖

Awaitin' my death in the end

我等待着最终的死亡

Alone I must seek out the end to begin

我必须独自一人寻找结局的开端

Mind is the maze thinkin' 'bout what I can't change

有些事我无力改变 却在脑海里苦苦纠缠 化作迷宫将我围困

Devil's on my head and I don't want to worry my friends

恶魔盘踞在我的头顶 但我不愿让朋友为我担心

They told me"Say somethin'" don't think they'd understand

朋友们劝我“说点什么吧” 但我并不认为他们理解我的痛苦

Momma truly gets when my daddy left the wound it ain't mend

爸爸撒手人寰时妈妈深受打击 那时的伤永远无法愈合

Livin' out a life surrounded by lies I try I know

我这一生被谎言包围 我也努力过 我都明白

Sayin' goodbye but you're stuck in my mind the sun done went away oh

你向我告别 却驻留在我心间 我的世界从此太阳不见踪影

Heaven she knows I try burn this blunt of mine oh with teary eyes

上天可以作证 我也曾尝试忘掉这让我欲罢不能的回忆 最后却只是满眼泪水

Search and you will find you yeah ay-oh

努力找寻 你会找到真实的自己

So nobody wants death 'cause nobody wants life to end

没有人渴望死亡 因为没有人想看到生命走向终结

I'm the only one stressed and the only one tired of havin' fake friends

环顾四周 只有我紧张不已 只有我厌倦了虚伪的友谊

Faced my fears can't keep love at all

我曾直面心中恐惧 如今无法再爱下去

Will he cower

他会畏缩不前吗

Never ever Cleveland City

永远不会 在这克利夫兰城

Born a grinder watch him ripping can't stop him

从始至终不懈努力 我眼看他冲破重围 无人可以阻挡他的成功

Came in filthy double O'a reppin' for 'em

强势登场 我为俄亥俄州说唱

Keep a flow up bumpin' Camp L'oa Cud Lucini

旋律不停 大声播放Camp Lo的歌 我是Cud Lucini（Camp Lo首单名为Luchini AKA This Is It）

Boy in the gritty city this nigga had his Wheaties huh

男孩生活在这座破旧城市 但他脚穿崭新靴子

Runnin' my mission love and God had looked out

执行任务时所向披靡 上帝也要对我留意

Them niggas lungin' dawg don't care about y'all

那些家伙自娱自乐 谁也不关心

See I'm off and I'm finna soar I'm goin' high up

我的事业终于一飞冲天 我向着更高处前进

You can't tell me nothin' you could never

你无法对我指手画脚 我永远不会任你摆布

In my varsity sleeves leather know I do it better

我的棒球服袖子是皮革材质 我知道我会取得更大成就

And these things it seems pile up on me heavily

这些小事一件件积压在我心上愈发沉重

So I just need my blunt and my girl to cuddle and love

所以我需要**和我的女孩 我会把她拥入怀中好好爱她

I'm done with that deal got Nikes back on my heels

我受够了那些交易 重新穿上了耐克跑鞋

Call up my nigga Sil world tourin' pack up we kill

叫上兄弟们开世界巡演 打包行李准备大杀四方

And it's pictures on Reels we gettin' it poppin' no pills

我们发在Reels上的照片轻松收获点赞无数

You see they jockin' 'em still nigga I'm doin' it ill

你看到人们依然为我着迷 我会旗开得胜