Heavy (Clean) - Kiana Ledé (基亚娜·莱德)/Jenifer Lewis
Lyrics by:Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena
Composed by:Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena
I don't got my priorities straight
我分不清主次
Don't know who I'm gonna be today
今天我会以何种面目示人 我一无所知
I'm no victim but I deal with s**t on the daily
我无意成为受害者 可我每天都会遇到一堆烦心事
Something pullin' I can't get away
有些事情困扰着我 我难以脱身
Never livin' outside of my head
我一直理不清头绪
I don't like showin' weakness so I always fake it
我不想露出软弱的一面 所以我总是假装坚强
Maybe some day I will gain composure
也许有一天我能从容地面对
Maybe when I'm older I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared
也许再等我成熟一点 可此刻我心中充满恐惧
'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down
感觉有东西压着我让我喘不过气来
It takes control turns my faith into doubt
左右着我的思想 让我怀疑自己
Even when it's all workin' out
即使情况好转
I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground
我重新振作 慢慢走出困境
So heavy oh
可我的心还是沉重无比
And when you lay up d**n I feel needy
当你躺在我身边 我感觉到内心的渴望
I just can't take it if it ain't you who
当我坦诚以待 如果你不再爱我
Love me when I naked
我会无法接受
F**k all my problems wish I could show 'em
我的疑虑和担忧 真希望能告诉你
Don't feel that don't feel that don't feel that way
别胡思乱想 打消这个念头
I can't get up in the mornin'
清晨 我动弹不得
It's too hard if I even try it try it
即使我竭尽全力 可是太过艰难
You in here to tell me turn my anxiety
你来到我身边开解我 把我的焦虑
Into excitement
变成了兴奋
Maybe one day I will gain composure
也许有一天我能从容地面对
Maybe when I'm older I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared
也许再等我成熟一点 可此刻我心中充满恐惧
'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down yeah
感觉有东西压着我让我喘不过气来
It takes control turns my faith into doubt
左右着我的思想 让我怀疑自己
Even when it's all workin' out
即使情况好转
I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground
我重新振作 慢慢走出困境
I wanna be light I wanna be light
我想挣脱枷锁
Someone help me just feel alive
谁能帮帮我 让我焕发生机与活力
Is there a potion you got I could take
你是否有一剂药水 服下之后可以一身轻松
I wanna be light feel like nothing's right
我想挣脱枷锁 我感觉自己濒临崩溃
If you got the answers I swear that I'll listen
如果你找到解药 我保证会乖乖听话
I'm ready now ready now yeah
我准备好了
Something feels like it's weighing me down yeah
感觉有东西压着我让我喘不过气来
It takes control turns my faith into doubt hey
左右着我的思想 让我怀疑自己
Even when it's all workin' out uh
即使情况好转
I'm on my feet then I pull out the ground
我重新振作 慢慢走出困境
So heavy
可我的心还是沉重无比
There's nowhere to run if there was I'd have been there
我已无处可逃 尝试了所有的办法
You take yourself with you
试着接受自己
You can't run from yourself
你不能逃避自我
You can't go down to the neighbor's house
你不能四处寻求帮助
You can't run you need to confront
别再逃避 你需要面对自我
What's goin' on in your own house
直视内心的恐惧与纠结
You have to confront it
你必须学会独自面对