How could I just forget
Of everything we had
You've probably heard it all before
Why even waste my breath
But maybe I had wished
You had stayed
And saw it through to our dying days
I know it isn't easy
Hearing me ask for you back
But what else can I do when
All I had was tangled up with you
And maybe I should be grateful
To see you smile again
I'm truly happy for you
Even though I wish he was dead
Well It was one hell of a ride
Got to admit we had some fun
Rollercoasters
Writing on the wall
That this was forever
How did I not see the lie
And then you let me go
And let me free fall down
So I know it isn't easy
Hearing me beg for you back
But what else do I have
Alone and heartless
Numbing to the touch
But I hope that you are happy
Oh I hope your fucking proud
So I'll keep cutting deeper
Until my heart beat slows and stops
You were everything I had
Sticks and stones may brake
Me down but words kill
And I hope your happy now
If nothing else
So I know it isn't easy
Every time I call you back
Hope every single time that
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