I hear the noise, I close my eyes
The night begins, the real world dies
A flash of light, a softer face
I lose myself in some new place
Some nights I float, just to forget
Out of my mind, out of regret
I'm not okay, but I don't cry
I disappear instead of why
I fake a laugh, I spin, I sway
I trade tomorrow for today
The stars are fake, the love is thin
But still I fall, and fall again
Some nights I float, just to forget
Out of my mind, out of regret
I'm not okay, but I don't cry
I disappear instead of why
In morning light, I try to speak
But words are slow, and skin feels weak
The world returns, and I pretend
That I know how this story ends
Somewhere else, I feel okay
But I keep fading day by day