I Cry in My Head - Aliza
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Ricky Alone
Composed by:Ricky Alone
Produced by:Aliza
My face stays calm but my mind's a mess
表面平静无澜,内心却思绪万千
I don't break out loud I break in my chest
我从不曾放声崩溃,只在心底寸寸成灰
I learned how to laugh at the right times
我学会了在适当的时候,扬起嘴角
Learned how to speak without crossing lines
也懂得言语有度,不逾界限
I hold it together so no one can tell
我强撑一切,不让旁人窥见
That I'm screaming quietly inside myself
内心深处,我正无声地呐喊
You think I'm okay because I don't fall apart
你以为我安然无恙,只因我未曾崩溃
But you don't hear what's happening in my heart
却听不见我心底,正上演着怎样的波澜
I cry in my head where no one sees
我在脑海中哭泣,无人知晓
Tears don't fall they stay in me
泪水不曾落下,只在心中停留
I cry in my head every night
每夜在脑海中哭泣
I look so strong but I'm not alright
我看似坚强,实则并不好
I replay your words until they bruise
我重复着你的话,直到它们伤害我
Every silence feels like you
每一次沉默都让我想起你
I swallow the ache so I don't explain
我咽下痛苦,不愿解释
How loving you still feels like pain
爱你的感觉仍像痛苦
I don't need comfort I don't need a hand
我不需要安慰 也不需要援手
I just wish someone would understand
我只希望有人能理解我
I cry in my head when the room is still
当房间安静时 我在心中哭泣
I hold my breath against my will
我违背意愿 屏住呼吸
I'm trying my best so I can survive
我尽力而为 只为生存下去
If I let it out I might not be the one
如果我释放情绪 或许就不再是原来的我
If tears were honest you'd see the truth
如果眼泪诚实 你会看到真相
That I've been breaking since losing you
自从失去你 我一直在崩溃
I don't fall apart I disappear
我不会分崩离析 只会渐渐消逝
Piece by piece year by year
一点一滴 年复一年
I try in my hands behind my eyes
我试着用双手掩住双眸
Where all the pain learns how to hide
那是所有痛苦学会藏匿的地方
I try in my hands but I stay polite
我试着用双手紧握 却仍保持礼貌
Smiling through every night
微笑着度过每一个夜晚
One day I'll let it out
总有一天 我会让它倾泻而出
One day I'll breathe instead
总有一天 我将自由呼吸
But tonight I stay
但今夜我停留
Quiet and cry in my head
静默在心底哭泣