I called to talk late at night
深夜拨通电话倾诉
And I'm crying
泪却止不住地流
When I told you everythings alright
当我说一切都好时
I was lying
那不过是谎言
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
开始怀疑是否还想要这一切
And I'm not so sure I need it
甚至不确定是否还需要
I thought I knew what it was that I wanted
曾以为清楚自己渴求什么
Beginning to think I was wrong
如今才惊觉错得彻底
Can't admit it
我无法承认
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
开始怀疑是否还想要这一切
And I'm not so sure I need it
甚至不确定是否还需要
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door
但担心若我走出那扇门
I wouldn't really leave it
其实根本无法真正离开
I've never been one to walk through the fire
我从来不是能穿越烈火的人
I'd rather jump from the top and flying
宁愿从高处一跃而下
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
开始怀疑是否还想要这一切
And I'm not so sure I need it
甚至不确定是否还需要
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door
但担心若我走出那扇门
I wouldn't really leave it
终究无法真正离开