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The stuff in the saack had a bitter smell sably a keen to many poisonons that she knew
But unlike them too
You must drink it now
Jenny said
There's no turning back
Jessica reminded herself
But nothing in all her bennaer jssert training came into her mind to help her through this instant
What is it
Jessica asked herself
A liquor a drug
She bent over the spoud
Smelling the estors of cinemon remembering then the drunk eness of duncan idaho spiclicker
She asked herself
She took a cyphone until in her mouth pulled up only the most mini cule sim
It tasted of the spice a faint bite accurate on the tongue
Jennie pressed down on the skin bag
A great gulp of her stuff urged into jessica's mouth
Before she could help herself
She swallowed fighting to retain her calmness and dignity
To accept a little death is worse than death itself
Jenny said
She staired at jessica waiting
And jessica stared back
Still holding the smelt in her mouth
She tasted the sax's contents in her
Nostrals in the roof of her mouth
In her cheeks
In her eyes of biting sweetness
Now cool
Again chinese sent a liquid guashing into jessica's mouth
Delicate jessica studied chinese face elphin features seeing the traces of lead kinds
There as yet unfixed by time
This is a drug
They feet me
Jessica told herself
But it was unlike any other drug of her experience
And when adjesor ate training included the taste of many drugs
Janu's features were so clear as though outlined in light a drug worirling silence settled around jessica
Every five bit of her body accepted the fact that something profound had happened to it
She felt that she was a conscious moat smaller than any sabatomic particle yet capable of motion and of sensing hers surroundings like an abrupt revelation
The curtains whipped the way she realied
She had become aware of of a sysychochanisthetic extinction of herself
She was the moat yet not the moat
The kevin remained around her
The people
She sensered them
Paul
Chaine
Stegar
The referenant mother
Omalo refererenant mother
The school there had been rumors
That some did not survive the revevant mother or deal that the drug took them
Jessica focused her attention on the refevant momother a molo aware
Now that all this was happening in a frozen instant of time suspended
Time for her alone
Why is time suspended
She asked herself
She stared of the frozen expressions around her seeing a dust moat above chaina's head stopped there waiting the answer to this incident came like an explosion in her consciousness
Her personal time was suspended to save her life
She had focused on the psychoopchanisthetic extension of herself looking within
And was confronted immediately with a cellular lar core
A pit of blackkness from which she recalled that is the place
Where we cannot look
She thought there is the place
The revevant mothers are so reluctant to mention the place
Where only quequizzz harderroc may look this realization returned a small measure of confidence
And again she eventuto focus on the psychoochneisthetic extension
Becoming a moot self that searched within her for danger
She founded within the drug
She heard swolowed the stuff was dancing particles within her
Its motions so rapid
That even frozen time could not stop them
Dancing particles
She began recognizing familiar structures
Atomic linkages a carbon atohere a heilical waivering a glue coast molecule
And into our chain of molecules confronted her
And she recognized a protein
A methoile protein configuration um it was a soundst mental sigh within heris i saw the nature of the poison with her psysychogaisthetic probing
She moved into it shifted an oxygen moat
Allow another carbon moat to link reattached a linkage of oxygen hydrogen
The change spread fast
That in faster as the catalyzed reaction opened its surface of contact
The suspension of time relaxed its hold upon her reninous seninced motion
The tube spspout from the sack was touched to her mouth gengently collecting a drop of moisture change taking king catatyst from my body to change the poisonin that sack
Jessicica thought why someone eased her to a sitting position
She saw the old revevant mother aalo being brought to sit beside her on the carpeteted ledge a dry hand touched her neck
And there was another psychologisthetic moat within heard awareness
Jessica tried to reject it
But the moat swept closer
Closer
They touched it was like an ultimate sympatical being
Two people at once not telepathy
But mutual awareness with the old reverend mother
But jessica saw that the reverend mother didn't think of herself as old an image unfolded before the mutual minds
Ia young girl with a dancing spititant tender humor within the mutual awareness
The young girl spoke yes
That is how i am
Jessica could only accept the words not respond to them
You'll have it all soon
Jessica
This is hallucination
Jessica told herself
You know better than that swiftly now do not fight me
There isn't much time we
You should have told us
You were pregnant