Residual Silence -Dunai (奈)
词:Jinx
曲:Jinx
【未经著作权人许可不得翻唱翻录或使用】
I’m unbuttoning the silence like a shirt that’s gotten far too tight to wear.
Watching the adrenaline dissolve into the static of the empty air.
I spent the evening nodding at the people who will never know my middle name.
Winning every argument inside a hall of mirrors in a losing game.
Yeah, it’s a quiet ache...
The ringing in my ears is the only choir singing in the hall tonight.
I’m standing in the kitchen in the cold and blueish ghost of the fridge light.
Tracing every scar upon the surface of the table where we used to speak.
The architecture of my confidence is getting brittle and it’s getting weak.
Yeah, I’m still paying...
I’m reaching for a hand that I decided long ago to just let go...
Wondering why the shadows are the only thing that’s starting to grow...
I’m just the residue of every loud and crowded room I had to leave!
Breathing in the heavy kind of air that I was never meant to breathe!
The rhythm is a lesson but I’m failing every single part of the play!
Holding onto fragments of a version that I’ve already thrown away!
Yeah, the residue...
The weight of the residual silence...
I used to think that freedom meant that I could be the one who didn't care.
But freedom is a prison when you’re looking for a ghost that isn't there.
Now I’m documenting the distance between the performer and the ghost.
Learning how to live inside the silence that is starting to hurt the most.
I’m reaching for a hand that I decided long ago to just let go...
Wondering why the shadows are the only thing that’s starting to grow...
I’m just the residue of every loud and crowded room I had to leave!
Breathing in the heavy kind of air that I was never meant to breathe!
The rhythm is a lesson but I’m failing every single part of the play!
Holding onto fragments of a version that I’ve already thrown away!
Residual silence...
Still in debt...
Just the quiet...