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Deconstruction - Lecrae
Composed by：Lecrae Moore/Lasanna Harris/Joel McNeill/Andrew Jason Prim/Nate Robinson
Find your way find your way
Find your way find your way
Find your way back home
No time won't take too long put it behind you
You can still find your way find your way
Find your way find your way
Find your way back home
When you feel too far gone
He can still find you
I deconstructed long before people knew what to call it
I know that's scary to some folks
So hold on let me pause it
Take you back to how it started maybe you relate
Maybe you ain't never met me but you know my pain
Focused on Jesus in Atlanta fresh from Tennessee
Wasn't legalistic catch me with a cup of Hennessey
I would speak at churches hang with leaders and such
You know Judah Piper and Keller
Tony Evans was clutch
I was so involved never thought that I could fall y'all
Right before the fall of 2015 I was all off
It involved killing Michael Brown
Had me feeling down
Tweeted 'bout it Christians call me clown
I was losing ground
And Voddie was a hero of mine
Met with him plenty times
This time when he spoke
It cut me deeper than I realized
Doubled-down spoke about my pain
I was met with blame
"Shame on you 'Crae stop crying
Get back to Jesus' name"
Cut me deep I was losing sleep
"God ain't these Your sheep"
Why they hate me like they do
Maybe grace is really cheap
Maybe this is all a lie they don't really love me
They just love it
When I say the things they wanna hear in public
They're like following they God mean turnin' on Black people
Is Black evil
Why do they hate and attack people
I'm vulnerable and cautious I'm reading Baldwin
Ta-Nehisi got me thinking now I'm going all in
I ain't know if God was real no mo'
Every day we gettin' killed and I can't deal no mo'
I started slipping in the darkness I'm feeling heartless
Christians got me traumatized
I don't know who God is
Drinking liquor for my therapy and smoking Mary tree
Maybe I should get divorced
I don't know why she married me
What's the purpose
What's the point
Nothing matters I'm just matter I'm just atoms
Ain't no Eve and ain't no Adam
Where the Xannies
Let me at 'em
I was floating in confusion until I dropped
Woke up in a clinical depression then it all stopped
Sinnin' like Saul 'til I hit Damascus
God knocked me off the mule 'fore I hit the casket
Heard a faint voice calling me late I couldn't sleep
It said "'Crae I know you love Me
I need you to feed My sheep"
Tears streaming as I weep
Felt I heard the Lord speak
I've been running from You
But You never ran away from me
It was people that hurt me it wasn't God though
I let the church trauma turn into a God wound
I learned the western world has twisted up the Scriptures
So when I re-enlisted
I learned the eastern context the way that Jesus meant it
My peace has been cemented
My soul has been re-lifted
My deconstruction ended reconstruction is beginning
My peace has been cemented
My soul has been re-lifted
My deconstruction ended reconstruction is beginning
Find your way find your way
Find your way find your way
Find your way back home
No time won't take too long put it behind you
You can still find your way find your way
Find your way find your way
Find your way back home
When you feel too far gone
He can still find you
I'll never be the same
Be the same
I'm comin' back to you
Coming back