词:张梦雨
曲:张梦雨
It seems much better
But occasionally flipping through old photos
still makes me stand there in a daze for a long time.
I no longer cry every day. I now cry once a week
and each time I cry for an entire night.
A friend said I've improved, from
I can't hold back tears at the mention of your name
to"My eyes just well up when you're mentioned.
But they don't know how many times
I practiced appearing indifferent behind their backs.
I thought deleting all contact information would mean an end
Later I realized that the most unforgettable
number was the one etched in my heart.
I began to accept the idea of"loss.
But acceptance doesn't mean no pain
just as knowing a wound
will heal doesn't mean it doesn't hurt now