So Much Pain - Izanosad
I keep running with no direction
chasing shadows of your reflection
all the colors have faded away
since the moment you walked away
and I keep asking why
does love always hurt this much inside
I try to stand but I fall again
drowning in this endless pain
so much pain loving you still
I've forgotten who I am, what's real
the love you gave me is a knife tearing through my dreams
I'm lost in a sea of longing for you
no escape, no way to move through
but I'm learning though it's breaking me
letting you go is my hardest plea
time keeps passing but never heals
every scar, every wound I feel
I've tried so hard to understand
but this heartache never ends
in the dark I hold your ghost
searching for a love that hurts the most
but even in my shattered soul
a fragile hope begins to grow
so much pain loving you still
I've forgotten who I am, what's real
the love you gave me is a knife tearing through my dreams
I'm lost in a sea of longing for you
no escape, no way to move through
but I'm learning though it's breaking me
letting you go is my hardest plea
so much pain loving you still
I've forgotten who I am, what's real
the love you gave me is a knife tearing through my dreams
I'm lost in a sea of longing for you
no escape, no way to move through
but I'm learning though it's breaking me
letting you go is my hardest plea
though I don't know where to go
I walk alone on this empty road
and slowly I'll begin to see
there's more to me than this misery