He walks down the street to the friend's bar
Pulls over with his old broken car
Party lights shine like the Polar Star
be an astronomer and light up the spark
He saw a pretty girl
Came up to say hello
She said she wanna go
He thought yes but maybe no
Girl I want you to know
we have chemistry the code
Yeah Ive lost the endless hope so
I push her away
I push her away
again again and again
He somehow enjoyed a taste of dating
Searching for love's elusive mating
He thinks he has strong feeling
but His heart empty like a void deflating
She wrote him love letters
asked if he would be with her
With some liquor as his shield
Said someone else might be better
Girl I want you to know
we have chemistry the code
Yeah I did lose the endless hope NO
I push her away
I push her away
again again and again
I push her away
I push her away
again again and again
I push her away
They think Im a crazy
but they dont know me
He finds solace in the lonely
His body's taking damage slowly
I deeply feel the guilt that I betray
When I pushed her away