small (Explicit) - Lauren Spencer Smith
以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
Lyrics by:Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer Smith
Composed by:Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer Smith
Produced by:David Burris/Thomas Daniel
I've been holding my stomach in for so long
长久以来我都在收紧腹部
Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
甚至都没意识到这已成习惯
I work out hard seven days a week
每周七天拼命锻炼
But I don't feel any differently
却感受不到任何改变
I wonder if I'll ever change
怀疑自己能否真的蜕变
I don't think I could live this way
这样的生活让我窒息
I wake up hating my body
每天醒来都厌恶这副躯体
Scared that there's nothing
恐惧自己一无是处
That'll make it better
这样会让我好受些吗
If I'm not happy and skinny
如果我不够快乐又不够苗条
Quiet and pretty
不够安静又不够漂亮
Do I even matter
我的存在还有意义吗
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
睡前忍受饥饿的煎熬
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
咬紧牙关直到渗出血丝
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
我在折磨自己 却看不到任何改变
Trying to be small
拼命想要变得纤瘦
Walk over me and I take it so politely
任人践踏 我却仍礼貌承受
'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
只因我还在意 他们是否喜欢我
I used to smile and show my teeth
曾几何时 我也笑得灿烂
Now I don't smile at anything
如今再没什么能让我展颜
I wonder if I'll ever change
怀疑自己能否真的蜕变
I I don't wanna be this way
我 不愿继续这样活着
I wake up hating my body
每天醒来都厌恶这副躯体
Scared that there's nothing
恐惧自己一无是处
That'll make it better
这样会让我好受些吗
If I'm not happy and skinny
如果我不够快乐又不够苗条
Quiet and pretty
不够安静又不够漂亮
Do I even matter
我的存在还有意义吗
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
睡前忍受饥饿的煎熬
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
咬紧牙关直到渗出血丝
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
我在折磨自己 却看不到任何改变
Trying to be
拼命想要成为
Everything that makes me sad
所有让我心碎的事物
A therapist a punching bag
心理医生 沙袋 无处宣泄
Wish I could eat and not feel bad
多想能进食而不自责
Swear I'm gonna scream
我发誓快要崩溃
And no one's ever listening
却无人真正倾听
And they don't care it's killing me
他们漠视这正摧毁我
As long as I can ******* sing
只要还能继续歌唱
Then life is a dream
生活就仍是幻梦
But I wake up hating my body
醒来时我厌恶这副躯体
Scared that there's nothing
恐惧自己一无是处
That'll make it better
这样会让我好受些吗
If I'm not happy and skinny
如果我不够快乐又不够苗条
Quiet and pretty
不够安静又不够漂亮
Do I even matter
我的存在还有意义吗
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
睡前忍受饥饿的煎熬
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
咬紧牙关直到渗出血丝
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
我在折磨自己 却看不到任何改变
I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all
这般自我摧残 分明是病态沉沦
Trying to be small
拼命想要变得纤瘦