There’s an analogy that came to mind, and its like, building sandcastles on the beach. There's like this ebb and flow in our lives not just with our craft like whatever it is we’re passionate about  but just everything in our lives you’re tryin to build some idea but the tide comes in inevitably knocks it down. First time that you build something you’re really proud of and it gets knocked down its like soul crushing you know? Some people rush out they like run away from the waves and they never come back you know? And then you also see people that see the waves coming in and they’re just having fun splashing around in the water they’re immersing themselves in that moment too, like thats actually kinda like the beauty in the cyclical nature of our lives is that you can start over, its expected actually from a certain perspective if you accept that nothings permanent ya know? Including who you are.