Residuals -Dunai (奈)
词:Jinx
曲:Jinx
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Mm~mm~
The cost of staying safe...
I spent a decade building up these walls to keep the wilder weather out of sight
Only to realize I’ve spent my life in shadows waiting for a perfect light
The girl I promised I would be is standing on the other side of every door
A ghost of everything I sacrificed for comforts that I don’t want anymore
The mirror is a heavy record of the secrets that I never dared to tell
A quiet inventory of the pieces of my soul I was so quick to sell
I’m breathing in the stale remains of a fire that was supposed to burn the sky
Just documenting every compromise and watching all the better versions die
The momentum’s dragging me toward a future that I didn’t mean to claim
And I’ve forgotten how to speak the language of a heart that isn’t quite so tame
Oh, I’m staring at the residuals of a dream that I let go cold
Counting out the heavy years and the stories that I never will unfold
The beat is pushing forward but I’m paralyzed by the person I became
Chasing after shadows of a life that I can’t even find the words to name
Yeah, it’s the residuals...
The price of standing still...
Mm~yeah~
Residuals...
There’s a silence in the room that’s heavier than any word I’ve ever said
A map of every single destination that I’ve buried in this heavy head
I’m not looking for a way to fix the fracture or to make the picture whole
I’m just learning how to live inside the hollow of a half-forgotten soul
The momentum’s dragging me toward a future that I didn’t mean to claim
And I’ve forgotten how to speak the language of a heart that isn’t quite so tame
Oh, I’m staring at the residuals of a dream that I let go cold
Counting out the heavy years and the stories that I never will unfold
The beat is pushing forward but I’m paralyzed by the person I became
Chasing after shadows of a life that I can’t even find the words to name
The cost of staying...
The girl I was...
Residuals...
Always...