Never what I need-DJ 王玉芬
词:Cyc
曲:Cyc
You showed up every time I broke
Like you could pull me from the smoke
I made your presence feel like home
Never thought I stood alone
You held my hand and called it real
Spoke the words I longed to hear
But every time I needed you
Your love would vanish into blue
Now I see it honestly
I loved the hope, not what could be
You were never what I need
Never who I dreamed you'd be
I wanted someone who would stay
Not just someone easing temporary pain
I turned your distance into signs
Read affection between the lines
Now the truth is all I see
You were never what I need
Maybe neither one was wrong
We just tried to force too long
I kept holding onto sparks
While we faded in the dark
Maybe I was scared to lose
So I kept excusing you
Building futures in my head
From the little things you said
Now your memory feels so far
Like a song I don't know by heart
You were never what I need
Never who I dreamed you'd be
I wanted someone who would stay
Not just someone easing temporary pain
I turned your distance into signs
Read affection between the lines
Now the truth is all I see
You were never what I need
Love shouldn't leave you feeling cold
Or make you beg for something whole
Two lonely hearts can't heal as one
If one keeps trying while one keeps running
You were never what I need
Just a version I believed
I needed honesty and time
Not empty comfort for my mind
Now every memory feels blurred
Like waking up from something hurt
And the hardest thing for me
Is knowing you were never meant to be