I Came Home With More Air - SOL ARIA
词:Zhong Junxian
曲:Zhong Junxian
I came home with more air
Not fixed, just less trapped
The problems were still there
But I could breathe around them
When I came back, nothing was solved
The same thoughts waited for me
The same room, the same quiet
The same unfinished story
But something in my chest
Had opened by a little
The night did not save me
It only made more space in the middle
That was enough for tonight
Not an answer, not repair
Just a little more room
Just a little more air
I came home with more air
Not fixed, just less trapped
I came home still carrying things
But not as tight as that
The night did not solve my life
It did not make the pain disappear
I came home with more air
And that was enough to be here
More air
Enough to be here
More air
I am still here
Warm pads
Soft drums
Late-night bass
Maybe that is what I needed
Not a brand-new point of view
Just a night outside my head
Just a street I moved through
I am still learning how to live
With questions in the room
But I came back a little wider
Than the person who left too soon
That was enough for tonight
Not an answer, not repair
Just a little more room
Just a little more air
I came home with more air
Not fixed, just less trapped
I came home still carrying things
But not as tight as that
The night did not solve my life
It did not make the pain disappear
I came home with more air
And that was enough to be here
I do not need a perfect ending
I do not need a sudden light
If I can breathe a little better
That can be enough tonight
I do not need to call it healing
I do not need to call it clear
I only know I came home softer
Than when I disappeared
I came home with more air
Not fixed, just less trapped
I came home still carrying things
But not as tight as that
The night did not solve my life
It did not make the pain disappear
I came home with more air
And that was enough to be here
I came home with more air
Not fixed, just less trapped
The problems were still there
But I could breathe around them