my eyes can't cry
我早已欲哭无泪
and I know I wouldn't even try to let it out
甚至不再试着去宣泄这份悲哀
and so I just go through the motions
于是我如行尸走肉般度日
pretending it is just another night
假装这不过又是寻常的一夜
like all the rest I wish it were
像往常那样,我本希望如此平庸
I'm glad it's not
却又暗自庆幸今夜终有不同
I hold in my emotions
我将翻涌的情绪强行封锁
a year ago
就在一年前
I lost my love
我失去了我的吾爱
yet he remains a part of me inside my soul
可他依然是我灵魂中不可分割的残片
though far away my love still living
纵使远隔重洋,吾爱依然在我心中永生
I've walked these streets a hundred times
我曾无数次徘徊在这些街道
to find a smile to hear the laughter
只为寻觅一丝笑意,去捕捉他人的欢声
it's not easy when it ain't all of you you're giving
当给出的并非完整的自己,一切都变得如此艰难
tonight my feet will lead me on to some strange eyes
今夜我的双脚,将我引向某双陌生的眼波
and then beyond his easy way
进而沉溺在他那随和的柔情里
and I try to say i'm lonely
我试着开口,诉说我的孤独
the evening light is gray
暮色是一片压抑的灰
I see a friendly face
我看见一张友善的面孔
who maybe understands the need
他或许能读懂我内心的渴望
I have to break the spell that hold me
我必须打破这困住我的桎梏
who is this man what's in his eyes I see
这男人是谁?我从他眼中看到了什么?
but I don't realize what's happening
可我竟未察觉事态正如何演变
because i'm not sure of my feelings
因为连我也无法确信自己的心意
should I smile back and play along
我该回以微笑,配合这出逢场作戏吗?
should I say yes should i be strong
我该顺从点头,还是该坚守防线?
I just don't know if i can give him any feeling
我只是不知道,自己是否还能生出半点情愫
something that's soft within his voice
他的嗓音里透着某种温柔
his whispered breath gives me no choice
呢喃的吐息令我无从抗拒
I'm feeling warm I kind of like this man to hold me
贪恋这份温存,我竟渴望被他拥入怀中
my body's here
躯壳留在此地
my mind is there
灵魂却在远方
I'm trying hard to share a part of me
我正努力试着,分出一丝真切的自己
my lonely skin cannot deny his soft lips
我这荒芜的躯壳,终究无法拒绝他柔软的双唇