You said I was young but I don't feel it.
Cause right now I'm the oldest I've ever been.
And lately I've been having trouble breathing,
Oh love being here but this shit's fucked.
My lungs hurt, they're broken.
Stopped smoking cause I didn't want to die.
But if I die at least I,
Don't have to pick out a shirt to wear.
I know I'm not a bad kid.
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away.
You said it's time to get up out of bed.
But I'm so tired of spending all night in my head.
I thought a thousand things.
I thought a thousand times.
It's sad alright.
I guess I'm stuck.
My pills were making it worse.
Had a panic attack, thought I was gonna die.
But if I die at least I, Won't have to pick out a shirt to wear.
I know I'm not a bad kid.
So how come I feel it?
I wanna wash it all away.