Negative motivation - KMurdock Music Group
Linger on the desk, 8:00 stay and wait
Set the silent 12 hours straight through the night
Phone ringing twice and it's straight to the mail
Trying to pick an outfit always makes me derail
I can get up, put the sneakers on
Act like I'm ready for the morning, it's gone
But the mattress got a magnet, pulling my head
I'm setting up a permanent camp in my bed
Scrolling through the feed, everybody booked up
Bragging about the checks and the meetings they struck
Battery is blinking at a single percent
I don't got a single drop of effort to spend
Need that ambition, need it right now
Want the momentum but I don't know how
Should be producing, I should be creating
Instead I'm undercover just procrastinating
Wish I had the drive everybody is faking
But I'm operating on negative motivation
So negative, so negative
Called out of work, told them a little white lie
Watched three whole seasons of a show pass me by
Stack of unopened envelopes on the mat
Dodging all responsibilities, simple as that
I know I got potential, heard it all my life
But trying to apply it just multiplies stress
I'd rather be a failure in my current address
Moving my feet feels like wading through glue
I got absolutely nothing that I want to do
Scrolling through the feed, everybody booked up
Bragging about the checks and the meetings they struck
Battery is blinking at a single percent
I don't got a single drop of effort to spend
Need that ambition, need it right now
Want the momentum but I don't know how
Should be producing, I should be creating
Instead I'm undercover just procrastinating
Wish I had the drive everybody is faking
But I'm operating on negative motivation
So negative, so negative
Should I hire a coach, should I read a guide
Find a new podcast to play on the side
I bought the vitamins, the pricey routine
But I'm still the laziest girl on the screen
Hold up, let me take a quick break
Wait, how much doing nothing can a person take
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Need that ambition, need it right now
Want the momentum but I don't know how
Should be producing, I should be creating
Instead I'm undercover just procrastinating
Wish I had the drive everybody is faking
But I'm operating on negative motivation
So negative, so negative
Can't get up, can't get up
Won't get up, won't get up
Tell them call me tomorrow
So negative, can't get up
So negative, so negative