I got no excuses
我无话可辩
For all of this goodbyes
为所有离别致歉
Call me when it's over
待一切终结 请唤我醒来
'Cause I'm dying inside
因我内心正凋零
Wake me up when the shakes are gone
待颤抖平息 再将我唤醒
And the cold sweats disappear
当冷汗尽数褪去
Call me when it's over
待一切终结 请唤我醒来
And myself has reappeared
重见清醒的自己
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know why
我不知道 我真的不知道为何如此
I do it every every every time
每次每次 我都重蹈覆辙
It's only when I'm lonely
唯有孤独啃噬时才会这样
Sometimes I just wanna cave
有时只想彻底沉沦
And I don't wanna fight
再无力挣扎抵抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我试过 试过 试过 试过 不断尝试
Just hold me
求你就这样抱紧我
'Cause I'm lonely
只因我如此孤独
Momma I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
妈妈 对不起 我又沉溺醉意
Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸 请原谅我打翻的酒渍满地
To the one who never left me
致那个从未离去的身影
We've been down this road before
我们曾共同走过这段荆棘
I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
很抱歉 我仍未找回清醒的自己
(I'm not sober)
(我醉意未消)
I'm sorry to my future love
也向未来的挚爱致歉
To the one that left my bed
致那个离开我枕畔的人
For ****** **** the way I saved for you inside my head
为了那些我脑海中为你保留的**
And I'm sorry for the fans I lost
我为失去的粉丝感到抱歉
Who watched me fall again
那些看着我再次堕落的人们
I wanna be a role model
我渴望成为榜样
But I'm only human
但我终究只是凡人
I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know why
我不知道 我真的不知道为何如此
I do it every every every time
每次每次 我都重蹈覆辙
It's only when I'm lonely
唯有孤独啃噬时才会这样
Sometimes I just wanna cave
有时只想彻底沉沦
And I don't wanna fight
再无力挣扎抵抗
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
我试过 试过 试过 试过 不断尝试
Just hold me yeah I'm lonely
抱紧我吧 这孤独太过刺骨
Momma I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
妈妈 对不起 我又沉溺醉意
Daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
爸爸 请原谅我打翻的酒渍满地
To the one who newer left me
致那个从未离开我的人
we've been down this road before
我们曾走过这条艰难的路
I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
很抱歉 我仍未找回清醒的自己
(I'm not sober anymore)
(我再次迷失在醉意中)
I'm sorry that I'm here again
对不起 我又回到了这里
I promise I'll get help
我发誓会寻求帮助
It wasn't my intention
这并非我的本意
I'm sorry to myself
我对自己深感愧疚