I Didn't Delete Your Number - ArlenaZara
The screen is glowing in the dark
It's 2:00 a.m. and I'm awake
I scroll right down to your name
Feel my stomach start to ache
I see your picture smiling back
The one I took last year
Before I ever knew about it
Before you left me crying here
I didn't delete your number yet
Even though you broke my heart
Even though you lied to my face
And tore my world apart
I should block you
I should let you go
After what you put me through
But I'm staring at my glowing phone
Cuz I don't know how to unlove you
I read the text from Tuesday night
When you said you were working late
I trace the words upon the glass
And feel a heavy, quiet hate
You typed out that you loved me then
While you were sleeping in her bed
It's crazy how a simple text
Can mess so badly with my head
And I didn't delete your number yet
Even though you broke my heart
Even though you lied to my face
And tore my world apart
I should block you
I should let you go
After what you put me through
But I'm staring at my glowing phone
Cuz I don't know how to unlove you
My thumb is hovering right above
The button painting red
I just need to press it down
And erase the things we said
But if I make your name disappear
Then it's really truly the end
And I guess I'm just not strong enough
To erase my closest friend
So I didn't delete your number yet
Even though you broke my heart
Even though you lied to my face
And tore my world apart
I should block you
I should let you go
After what you put me through
But I'm staring at my glowing phone
Cuz I don't know how to unlove you
I lock the screen and put it down
On the wooden table by the bed
I close my tired burning eyes
With your voice still in my head
I'd delete you if I could
Yeah, I didn't delete your number