词:徐大福
曲:徐大福
I've started developing allergies to words like"forever
one and only,"and"special
the moment I hear them
I break out in psychological hives.
Seeing a couple walking side by side
my first reaction wasn't envy
but quickly calculating how many
days they had left before parting.
I fear all holidays, for they are like
joyfully disguised time bombs
whispering,"You are alone again.".
Even the sunny days make me depressed
such beautiful weather, meant to be shared
with someone, yet now it can only be wasted in vain.
I've developed an immunity to sweet love songs
now I only listen to two types of music
white noise or the crackling sound of a shattered heart