Autumn - NIKI
Lyrics by:Nicole Zefanya
Composed by:Nicole Zefanya
I carved my name into your ribcage
我将我的名字镌刻在你的胸膛里
We talked of lands away from this cage
我们谈论着远离这座牢笼的世外桃源
You said Don't fret love
你说不要为爱苦恼
Someday I'll be my own man I'll be free
总有一天我会做自己 我会自由自在
Oh but darling did you mean
但亲爱的 你是不是说
Darling did you mean free from me
亲爱的 你是不是说你准备摆脱我
You promised home
你许诺过的那个家园
The kind I'd never known oh oh oh-ooh oh
是我不曾知晓的样子
But here we are skin and flesh and beating hearts and
但我们走到这般田地 徒留一身皮肉和跳动的心脏
I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
我想知道我究竟做错了什么
You said Let's make ourselves our very own brigade
你说携手共筑属于我们自己的队伍
This love our shield our blade
这份爱就是我们的盾牌与利剑
Oh but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed
但亲爱的 你是否看到我鲜血淋漓的伤口
It's me you've slain
你已夺走我的性命
I didn't obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
我摧毁这些高墙 并不是为了让你袭击我的家园
And here you are right next to me
现在你陪在我身边
Ironically I've never felt more alone
讽刺的是 我从未感觉如此孤单
I fell for you faster than I fell apart
我为你倾心的速度 比我意志崩溃的速度更快
Hmm
And I guess I'm the one to blame
我想我就是罪魁祸首
For letting myself fall too hard
因为我让自己深陷其中 无法自拔
I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands
我将自己的心掏出来 亲自交到你手中
In hope that we'd put up a fight
希望我们能抗争到底
Hmm
How paradoxical since now
多么自相矛盾啊 因为现在
All I can think about is when will we stop trying
我满脑子想的都是我们何时才会停止尝试
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
How do we stay afloat
我们如何才能渡过难关
When do I let go
我何时才会放手
All you do is blindside me it's hard to be brave
你所做的一切就是误导我 让我难以鼓起勇气
But when the night cuts into the day it's your love I crave
但在黑夜变成白昼的那一刻 我对你的爱充满渴望
I must've thanked my lucky stars too much
我一定对我的幸运星感激不尽
They left me sitting in too much dust
它们让我静静地坐在遮天蔽日的尘埃之中
Hmm oh oh
You know all my dreams you were one so it seemed
你对我的梦想了如指掌 似乎你是我生命中的唯一
Man I love you but with you it's heartache I breathe
我深爱着你 但与你在一起 每一次呼吸我都感觉心痛不已
You gave it your all just with everything you took from me
你为此付出你的全部 还有你从我身上拿走的一切
Oh my love
我的爱人
Is this the end for us
这是否就是我们的结局
Maybe we've had enough
也许我们已经忍无可忍