SICK - VaVa娃娃
词:VaVa娃娃
曲:VaVa娃娃
制作人:BINGO
编曲:BINGO
Guitar:吴余涛
录音:杨惠琳@Studio 21A
录音室:21A Studio
人声编辑:杨惠琳@Studio 21A
混音母带:BINGO
出品人:韩啸
出品公司:种梦音乐D.M.G
Yeah It's 10 pm
姐妹打电话说今晚的派对见
Yeah it's 10 PM
体脂秤上下有好几遍
My girl calls says"See you at the party again"
还没有挑选好要用的粉底液
Step on the scale check the number count to ten
几百条没回的微信
Still can't pick the right foundation try again
搪塞说公司有规定
Hundreds of texts I haven't read
心里有很多的话想说
Make excuses"Company rules," they said
最后只变成了烟灰的灰烬
So many thoughts inside my head / End up as ashes burning red
It's 2 Am
妖魔鬼怪都在party dance
Demons and ghosts at the party amen
不出意外又和他遇见
No surprise run into him again
看他把卡座的女孩又加一遍
Watching him add another girl from the den
我感觉麻木是酒精或情绪
I feel numb is it the alcohol or the pain?
身边的鹦鹉们口齿都伶俐
The parrots around me all speak the same refrain
我快要分不清到底是矫情或脆弱
I can't tell anymore am I fragile insane?
或者是我心理有疾病
Or is there something wrong with my brain?
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
It's 5am
翻来覆去又是一晚上失眠
Tossing and turning can't sleep again
回想我安然的入睡在记忆里
Last time I slept soundly? Back when / I was seventeen somewhere back then
那大概17年之前
焦虑型依恋
Anxious attachment can't stand when people go MIA
所以我受不了身边人失联
所以我优柔又寡断
So I hesitate can't cut ties with the NPDs come what may
跟那些npd藕断又丝连
麻木去下一个目的地
Numbly moving to the next destination
上台前强行的集中我注意力
Forcing focus before my performance presentation
以前我感觉有钱就能快乐
Thought money meant happiness that was my expectation
现在我感觉说不一定
Now I'm not so sure is it just imagination?
评论说歌词又炫富
曾经的自己被商业改变了
Comments say my lyrics flex too much that commerce changed my soul
为什么炫富
因为我除了富现在也没什么炫的
Why do I flex? 'Cause lately being rich is all I've got to show
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
Yea I'm sick
I've spent so many nights
Looking for the right way
No passion in my life
Who's standing by my side
I'm sick