I tried to be what you wanted to see
Every word I swallowed stayed inside of me
I learned how to smile, learned how to pretend
That I was okay with the shape I was bent
Every step feels like I’m walking in lines
Every thought is never really mine
I’m still breathing
But I don’t feel alive
Every promise I broke just to survive
I’m still breathing
Under all this weight
Trying not to disappear inside your expectations
I counted the days I was losing myself
Trying to be someone I couldn’t become
Every “do this”, every “don’t be that”
Built another wall I never asked for
I scream inside but I don’t make a sound
I’m here, but I’m fading now
I’m still breathing
But I don’t feel alive
Every promise I broke just to survive
I’m still breathing
Under all this weight
Trying not to disappear inside your expectations
I don’t know who I am anymore
I don’t know what I’m fighting for
If I let go, would I fall apart
Or finally feel my own heart
I’m still breathing
Now I’m breaking through
I don’t need to be everything for you
I’m still breathing
I won’t suffocate
I’m done living buried under your expectations
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